shorty

go to Google and type "who's the cutest?" into the search box then hit I'm feeling lucky...you're welcome! ♥

checking in

ok, ok! it's killing me! this not blogging thing is killing a little... so i'm checking in.

*waves* hi!

i have been writing some, but mostly stuff that i'll have to wait to post. it's not really secrety secrets... well, not MY secrety secrets. there are just things i'm not ready to say. *sigh*

i'm starting to feel better mentally, just in a weird disconnected sort of way. it's a start though, so i'll take it. of course my health is a whole other story. ugh! i have these headaches like you wouldn't believe and the insomnia is not getting any better. it just seems that i'm less productive while awake in the wee hours.
this week, my kidneys have decided to flip me the bird. so cross your fingers that i'm not allergic to THIS round of antibiotics, 'cause i like breathing.

oh! and i'm still in love, so there's that...

*bites lower lip*
i might start posting again here and there. i might.

love you all bunches and miss you more!!

big wet kisses!!!

a little break

*waves* hi!

so, here's the thing...

i have a whole lot going on all up in this area *points to head*

so i'm kinda taking a little break from blogging for a while. i promise i'll post again soon, but i just can't concentrate long enough to write more than a few lines at a time.

thanks for sticking with me!

hugs and big wet kisses :)

p.s. i'm still reading a commenting on other blogs, but mostly lurking... ( i know, i know... i just admitted to being a lurker, but you still love me, right?)

talking to the moon

hey kids, sorry to leave you hanging all week...

it's been a really rough week. lots of tears and late nights. maybe i'll be able to tell you about it one day.

i leave you with something sad and pretty...

monday minute: a need for speed

umm... today, i got nothing...

i had an eventful weekend, but we'll get to that later. i still have some more info to collect.
so today is the monday minute. and we have new hosts. exciting!

here it is...






favorite 80s flick?
16 candles was def one of my faves, but princess bride is my A#1. i'm such a geek, that still quote it.

one genre of music needs to be banned. which genre?
i'm a big fan of pretty much everything, but maybe screamo... i don't really dig on all the anger involved with it.

all time favorite candy?
def dark chocolate raspberry creams from see's candies. they're so awesome! and since they're only made in california, my mom sends me a box of them for holidays and special occasions.
*sigh*
she loves me...

how 'flawed' is your driving record?
me, it's not too bad. mostly just sprinkled with speeding ticket... mama's got a need for speed!!

what was your high school mascot?
lions! i was a cheerleader, so i still chant L-I-O-N-S in my sleep sometimes. i know! i'm a lil nutty.

and finally...

what color socks are you wearing?
umm... yeah... that... i work in an office, so no socks. it's black patent leather heels today :)


hope you all have a great week!!

thank you to our hosts heather and melissa!

no one is watching

it's been a long day.

it's late.
i've had a glass of wine.
music is playing.
the wine warms me.
i take my hair down.
i like the way it feels on my skin.

i touch your face.
i kiss your lips.
you taste like strawberries.
you smile.
i bite your lip.

soft skin.
pulling hair.
little nibbles.
twisted sheets.
deep breath.

sigh.

lovesong

begin at the beginning and go till the end, then stop ~alice in wonderland

i had this whole post ready to publish that was about secrets and love, but i think i will save it for another day. today i am going to tell you about my weekend, like i used to.

friday was super fun! fr's show was canceled because of a scheduling mix up, so some of us got together and saw another cover band in the next town over.

late night + alcohol + awesome friends = great times!!

saturday was when things just kept getting better. the kidlets and i made a super yummy breakfast of ham and cheese omelets and biscuits and gravy. i love it when we have quiet mornings at home! we had a great afternoon at a friend's son's birthday/pool party.

saturday night i drove to bristol to see fr's band play. i love out of town gigs with them! they kicked a*!! they had new songs, including this one by the cure that i just adore!

and you know the best times are at the band house :)

my night and morning and day were wonderful and beautiful and sad. (we'll save the sad for later though) fr is amazing! just amazing...
once we were together, we occupied the same space as if that was the norm. it was US. if it hadn't been for certain things that i'll address later i would have been glowing like i was radioactive all the way home.