gah! i feel like such a baby. i get to thinking about the way that things are vs. the way that things were say 6 months ago. this just sucks. i need to find something to keep me busy.
this single no drama thing is working out pretty well as far as the stress factor goes. i def have a lot more time on my hands. i think i'm just lonely. i have great friends that i love to pieces, but i don't have that one person that i can talk to all the time about everything.
i know i said i'm closing up shop, but it's hard to stick to decisions like that. i'm sure i will for a while though. it is gonna take a lot for some one to get through all the road blocks.
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Don't feel like a baby. It's easy to get stuck thinking about the past and comparing... I know all about thinking too much. ;)
I do hope you stick to your guns for just a bit longer. I can't help but wish, just for a little while, that you can discover how not to be lonely even when you aren't in a relationship. I deeply feel this is a big thing that will help you so much now and in the future, even when you are in a relationship.
Hope my advice is still welcome - you know I only say what I do because I'm totally fond of you and want the best for you!
P.S. Sorry about fr... that was definitely a surprise considering how calmly and peacefully things were going with him. *Sigh*
m - you're advice is always welcome. i think my biggest problem is being so far away from my family. i didn't care about relationship stuff when i lived back home. so, i just get twinges of lonely every once in a while.
Ah that makes sense. That would definitely compound the feelings. Just hang in there lady. Don't overthink (easier said than done, for sure!!) and the right things will come your way. I know it.
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