Tuesday, September 8, 2015

A reason to start over new

I had such grand plans. Maybe not grand plans, but little plans to start over. 

When I moved back to California, it was in part for my grandma who was dying and part for getting away from scary situations. I had some tiny glimmer of hope to start over new. I'm convinced a new life doesn't exist in this place. The loss of hope is a hard and scary thing. 

My hope is hiding. It's in another town in another state where people are nice and life is less expensive.