"or you can come home" a very sweet man said that to me today.
it had not occurred to me to turn around and go back to tennessee at this point. i know i'm still needed here. my grandma is still in hospice and my mother is getting ready to go out of the country for a couple of weeks.
life seems to always be full of decisions, decisions, decisions. where there is love, there is not a life to live; where there is a life, there is nothing more than a strong affection. i think i was happy to leave those types of decisions behind me. though, i suppose, by coming here i made a decision to accept being alone.
i believe i still struggle with that one.
i can want and wish and hope, but it seems that wanting and having never seem to overlap. though, lately they have gotten awfully close.
oh! a piece of happy news:
mg is getting married. i couldn't be more excited for her! her fiance is so good to her and her daughter. she deserves so much happiness!