i love and am loved. <----- that is an awesome feeling!!
sometimes it's complicated. some people just don't get it. well, ya know what? i don't expect them to. nothing i do is ever easy. that's just the way it is.
i'm a grown up. as much as i don't want to be, it's true. i am a mother and have normal responsibilities. i pay my own bills and make my own decisions. i think that that entitles me the ability to define my relationships however i like. don't you?
*steps down from soap box*
ahh... i feel much better now.
so how is everybody? i know this whole hit and miss thing that i've been doing lately is becoming the norm. i'm not sure if i'm ok with that. i miss blogging. i swear i've been meaning to get these posts out, but there are just so many things that have been going on.
things have a tendency to turn all pear shaped all of a sudden and i can't tell you which end is up. i have much confusion these days. not so much because of my own emotions, but because of how what others do can have such a profound effect on them.
i'm trying to work through everything calmly and rationally. ha! have you known me to be calm OR rational?! i know, i know... but i'm trying!
in other news: the snow is gone! did you hear me?!
the. snow. IS. GONE!!!
it's actually been in the 50s and 60s this week. i am almost too happy for words to wear my flip flops outside!
i hope you all have loverly weekend!! ...i know i'm hoping to :)